Fear of the launch

Ever fear doing that thing that you love and failing? Yes, me too. The thought of stepping into the unknown, of pursuing a passion that fills me with joy yet carries the risk of failure, can be paralyzing. However, my fear of never knowing if I could have been successful is even scarier. The idea of looking back on my life and wondering, "What if?" is a haunting prospect that drives me forward. I feel like I've lived multiple lives, each with its own unique experiences and lessons. First, there was my life in the corporate world, where I followed a conventional path, adhering to the expectations and norms that society often imposes. This phase taught me valuable skills and provided me with a sense of stability, but deep down, I always yearned for something more

fulfilling. Then came the exhilarating chapter where I became a Founder and CEO, pouring my heart and soul into a venture that I absolutely loved for 15 years. This period was marked by creativity, passion, and a relentless pursuit of my dreams. I was able to express myself and make a tangible impact, which was incredibly rewarding. However, after that journey, I found myself back in the corporate realm, navigating the familiar waters once again. Now, as I reflect on my experiences, I realize that four, one more that the three career phases i've had, is a more even number, and I pride myself on being balanced, which is, in fact, an even quality, right? So, with this newfound understanding, I feel compelled to go for it once more! Design is the one thing I consistently turn to in my downtime; it’s the passion that fuels my creativity and ignites my spirit. It’s the thing I can't NOT DO, the activity that brings me immense joy and satisfaction. So, here I am, putting one foot in front of the other and making strides toward my goals! It’s important to acknowledge that the journey is not all perfect; it’s filled with uncertainties and challenges. My ideas may not be completely baked, and there are still many aspects that require refinement and development. But I know what I can do and what I aspire to achieve, and that clarity is enough for now. Each step I take, no matter how small, is a step toward realizing my dreams and embracing the possibilities that lie ahead. I am committed to this path, ready to embrace the journey, imperfections and all, because I believe that the pursuit of passion is worth every ounce of effort.